soccer was frustrating at first today.the fucking team didnt turn up for the second time.god fuck it can?knn.dont want play then say dont want la,cheebye kias.

on the happier note,we played among ourselves and it was great.the score was like 19-17.run run run run run run run.shiok like anything!i am sure everybody;s muscle is gonna ache man.well,i scored one goal.thats good news.and assisted one after running from one side to the other side.great isnt it?i need to practise my passing and shooting man.its getting quite bad.ended around 7.30?then had dinner at bk and slack alittle bit and went home.


look,i tried real hard to forget you already.its just there okay?the feelings.i still remember our first kiss.i miss you just so much that i would do anything to get you.norlyn,i love you.&always.i swear its true.stop rejecting me.it hurts.

dang,i swear i am trying real hard not to be affected.but isnt it quite obvious you 2 are really close now?am i being pessimistic?why do i always think i am losing out,or issit the truth?sheessh!

i can pretend that i have moved on,but i know.deep down in my heart.the feeling is stronger than ever.you may be a bad attitude/noisy/spoilt/whinny girl but i dont care.its you that i love.i know your characters are like that,and i want&am prepared to live with it.norlyn,i know you well enough to say i love you.i made my mistake&i want to correct it.all i need is your hand.=)


on a happier note,i bought a Xbox360.though the games arent fun.but still,ENTERTAINMENT!theres so much mroe i want to buy.but i guess its time i start saving my money.my bank account aint gonna grow money for me to spend.i,got to grow up and manage my money well.


I LOVE-ED NC.
I LOVE NC.
I WILL ALWAYS LOVE NC!

YAYYERS,play soccer 3 times in 4 days.i am definitly keeping fit.had PE on tuesday,soccer on wednesday,street soccer today.

hezel accidentally broke my specs on wednesday as the ball was heading in from the corner kick.i knew i had to head the ball&i did head the ball.but the sad thing was,my specs dropped as edmund was lazy to change to his chapalang specs,the green one easily flew off and hezel just step onto it.OMFG!hahahahs

made new one already and it is red&black.CLASSIC!



are you making up white lies?i really do,want to know.

you know,its just so ironic how someone can say she loves in today and the next day,she's avoiding you like you got a plague.is love really that fragile?do they ever know how much it can be worth-ed?do you know just by saying "iloveyou" to someone,that person's life can really change a hell lot.its just so ironic.

memories that do kills.i think about you day and night,the feelings is the best roller coaster ride anybody can ever have.it goes up and down in spilt seconds.there's like 1angel helping you and another devl trying to destroy you.for now,i guess the angel is much stronger.i cant bring myself to hate you,i just cant.


i love love,
you are love,
i love you.

well well,i know your dirty little secret now.

maybe i really am unreasonable,but i think everybody is.i really do dislike the way you treat your friends.you use and throw them away like tissue.you back-stab and are a hypocrite.how could you just leave her alone there.do you know she does have feelings too.what did she do to you that she deserve it?you drift apart from her and get close to somebody else.do you know how she feels?or do you even care?i am sure she gave in to you a dang hell lots of time.&pretty sure she did nothing wrong.she does not derserve this treatment at all.


KARMA WILL BITE YOU.

today is just another bad day.nothing goes right even though i am trying to make it right.DO YOU KNOW,ever since 28/2,we just have to have a quarrel everyday?your patience for me went for a nosedive.&you just have to smile everytime you see him luh,you can attitude me for 1 whole day and end up flirting happily with him in band.you are such a "idontknowwhattosay".

here i am,trying to understand you.but you just slam the door shut at me.what now?how much of your life do i know now?aint got no idea at all.




all those sweet talkings......