Truth hurts but i never got to experience it.
maybe its not whether i grew up or not but because i felt the same one i did as i used to.
Spring cleaning later.heard it will last till 3am.homygod!

Hey, don't write yourself off yet.It's only in your head you feel left out orlooked down on.Just try your best, try everything you can.And don't you worry what they tell themselves when you're away.It just takes some time, little girl you're in the middle, it'll up the ride.Everything will be just fine, everything will be alright.Hey, you know they're all the same.You know you're doing better on your own, so don't buy in.Live right now.Yeah, just be yourself.It doesn't matter if it's good enough for someone else.It just takes some time, little girl you're in the middle of the ride.Everything will be just fine, everything will be alright.It just takes some time, little girl you're in the middle of the ride.Everything will be just fine, everything will be alright.Hey, don't write yourself off yet.It's only in your head you feel left out orlooked down on.Just do your best, do everything you can.And don't you worry what the bitter hearts are gonna say.It just takes some time, little girl you're in the middle of the ride.Everything will be just fine, everything will be alright.It just takes some time, little girl you're in the middle of the ride.Everything will be just fine, everything will be alright.

Was looking through some mails from way back in 2006.It was funny and sad how things have changed.

&now you have nothing to say.

Tell me when you are ready,i'll wait.

everybody was right about it.But i still dont believe that is the way.

Does being initiative really counts?

Short getaway was fun.Cousin took me around and did some awesome stuffs.He is so gay at the timezone jackpot machine.won like 7200tickets with 15000k rupiah.homy,i got a skateboard and fan! After that went to eat seafood,just the 2 of us!mini supper feast (: and he took me to some couple spot.LMAO!it was hilarious riding around and shining the beam at spots and see people making out!But there also got bar and people slacking around ah.just that it is pitch dark,hence the making out thingy. Anyways,i almost got lost and everybody was looking for me for a moment.Man i swear i could have piss in my pants had it been worst.

Payday is coming,expect no treats.Its for me to survive on my own.

Its a day and night thing.
Why cant you see me the way people do ):

Just for those who cares, http://twitter.com/yelyahwilliams (:

P.S I think twitter is also quite cool to use.
P.S.S I bought a watch today.

HAHEHOWAWEWO!

Just heard paramore's new song.AWESOME MANNNNNNNNNN!

(:

HOI,to you,you and YOU!

• those that do the "kissing" sound
• those that shout hello
• those that snap your finger
• those that pull my hand

STOP CALLING US THAT WAY! we are servers/waiters.not your slaveeeeeeeeeeeee!raise your hand and signal us and we will be glad to help you!argh.fucking singaporeans.btw,i got mistaken for a philippino the yesterday.because the uncle was talking to me in chinese and i didnt felt like replying him in chinese,hence the blur face.& so he said this,"oh.forgot you all are philippinos,dont know how to speak chinese.You all come our country work,must learn some of our language like chinese.If not how to communicate with us? Go study yourself or hire a teacher la.learn something while you are here." LIKE WHAT THE FUCK MAN UNCLE! Firstly,though i am not philippino.what the fuck is wrong with you.they know how to speak in english right? Isnt it the same as those CHINA people who only know how to speak in chinese? Plus it's not like you fucking hell dont know how to speak in english.I also can say, you stay in singapore.dont know how to speak english.stay here for what fuck?ARGH! you piss me off.

Some customers seriously cmi.both hands holding pans,and so.walking down the aisle to my table to serve the food.1st table that i walk pass ask me"can i have the bill?" of course i say yes. then walk a few more steps,a table in front of me in calling.so i must walk over right? Then when i walk over.ANOTHER customer call me from another side. WTF!i aint no superman!Signal still alright.some just straight away talk and ask for stuffs. HI-LA-RIOUS!

ANYWAYS,work is still quite fun for most of the times.One of my supervisor realised i got one routined reaction. she will say "eh,today you do greeter/runner/station a/b/c. My reply would be "ME?really?" TSK! Then she will say "yes,you!" &thats how we do it everytime during pre-shifts briefing.hahhahaha (: &today,i learn how i can hold up to a maximum of 6pans in a go.COOL RIGHT?but got people hold 8 ):

Rebound needed,tell me when to start/stop ):

workworkwork,work my troubles away.

How cool,fish&co. got D&D.wonder if part-timers are also invited and if so.how issit going to happen.close all outlets for one night?hmmmmmm.stoked to know more about it(:

Nobody thought it was going last this long.So what do we do when the unexpected happens.play along or run away?hmmmmm.belief its not a pickle.

And speaking about pickle.why do people love tartar sauce yet dont like to eat pickle?Interesting isnt it?

Met a lil girl by the name of precious today.how sweet a name issit?

I didnt forget the things i swore i meant.
One by one and its not you.

I think point blogging is quite cool/easy.

DAMNIT! just wasted USD$2 on complete failure downloads. does anybody know a webpage for me to download HQ music videos.

I miss people that i haven meet before,issit normal?

I made a mistake,i tried correcting it but no matter how hard.it seems too big a hole to mend.

I work to keep myself busy,get the point?

Maybe i have been trying to be somebody i am not to impress.

aint gonna go back the way, nobody likes it.

ALOTBSOL FTW! (: