decisions.something that i am quite poor at so far,my past shows it all. i am determine not to let it haunt me but it is also determined to haunt me too.its a battle for me,myself and i. I wished all those decisions that i had to make last time would only appear to me now when i would have been better in handling those past decisions.

My dreams,
to play soccer as a career or
to play guitar as a career.

My future,
go to ns,
study,
work like cow.

not everyone is so lucky to live their dreams.too bad i aint that lucky either,fate says it all.nevermind those facts,i am still going for the moooooooooon.

i'm starting to dread ns already.with it,i am just gonna have even lesser time to hangout with my friends.especially you know who! i just feel that my time is gonna running out with you looking at the way things is gonna happen and how things will start falling apart.its a slow process but i am doing whatever i can to savage things already.i guess the last part still ends up with whether you are willing or not.

i'm going to be 18.too young to start losing faith.

p.s. this is not meant to be a emo post or whatever.so dont take it as it is.i dont emo,tsk!its too childish a word to be even used.